Thursday, December 15, 2005


Industry And Clear Skies.....Rare?  Posted by Picasa

I...

Here I am sitting, having a cup of coffee, thinking of the existence i enjoy. All the metaphysical 'seasons' I go through. Spring,rain, storms. Does that make me a 'weathered' man?

I have climbed mountains, swam across oceans, lied on my back in the grass and lazed around. I am a traveller.

I have fought for my thoughts, my individuality, people's indifference, defended against their anarchy, kept double standards of the mind at bay. I am a soldier.

I have laughed trouble away, smiled at failure and been cheerful with my advesaries. I have laughed at the world. I am a clown.

I have loved my friends, love a woman, had nothing against my enemies, appreciated the music of traffic, hummed my favourite song in the freezing cold and lived a simple life. I am a poet.

I have been wet in the rain, in the sweat of hardwork, by the tears of pain and also happiness. I like the wet look. Wet after a bath, wet with imagination, wet with accomplishment, wet on victory. i like wet. I am a fish.

I am ferocious in my thoughts, my beliefs, my rights, my interests, my loyalty, my integrity, my faith, my honour, my self respect. I am an animal.

I hope to make it on my own, live my life the way i define it and fight throgh it all. I am me. I am a survivor.

Monday, December 05, 2005


Rajesh's Bedspread  Posted by Picasa

When You Will Be Gone

The freshness in the air and the sunlight at dawn, after a hard cold night.

The colours of flowers and the cent of the new rain. The blue skies and the clear, green meadows.

The chirp of the sparrows in the willow along the bubbling brook. The smell of coffeee and the newness of the morning.

The wakeful nights and the dreams of tomorrow, the ripples of uneasiness and the doubts of actions.

Hopes, dreams, aspirations.

What I may miss and what I will lose.

Will it be the same or will life go on, when you are gone.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Thursday, September 01, 2005

My Private Tutor...

I was having a tough time in mathematics class. I request the lecturer to help me out. He is hesitant in the beginning and finally helps me out with the statement that, these were the basics and I should have learnt it in the Eleventh standard. I finished my Eleventh in 1995, after that one year of Twelth, three years of college, one year as a designer and then finally 6 years of active service in the Armed Forces, and somehow he expected me to know all the basics of Integration, which he had just started teaching, a good ten years later for me!

This has not been the first time. Most of our teachers in our esteemed educational institutions take their jobs, well, just like a job. Their aim mainly has been to complete teaching what they have to for that period – Teach less and complete as much of the portions as possible. The end result? Failure of the learning process.

Now we must wonder what does the student do? He takes tuitions, most probably from a 'professional' institute, which are nothing less than mini colleges by themselves, or from the college lecturer himself – with the ruse that he will pass him. This.... is a vicious cycle. Ridiculous.

The question is who is at fault? The student? Who doesn't seem to understand in class but seems to really do well with tuitions, or is it the teacher, who is not giving his best in a college class but is an excellent tuition teacher?

Our culture is based on ancient texts like the Bhagavad-Gita, which is an offshoot of the epic Mahabharata. The same epic where the royal guru Acharya Drona and Arjuna live on for eternity. A teacher who refused and maimed a master archman Eklavya so that his student Arjuna would forever remain the best and unbeaten. The same Eklavya who made Drona's idol out of mud and took the same as his teacher and became comparable to Arjuna.

There is a lesson to be learnt here., not only for teachers and instructors of any kind, but for students too, that no matter what you do, only hardwork, dedication and steadfastness will pull anyone through. It would have been unimaginable if Arjun or Eklavya took tuitions.

The above text is only a generalisation. It is my personal experience with some of these teachers that prompted me to write this. All teachers are not bad. I do have my favorites, those who have molded me as an educated and morally right person. Taking tuitions is not bad too. I have taken tuitions myself. Sometimes you do need extra coaching to understand a subject better, like say literature and mathematics, in which case, the more practice you get, the better off you are. A teacher - student relationship, what i consider, is of an exchange of ideas, for the benefit of learning and should be as interactive as possible. But there are those who have turned this relationship to a money making scheme. My grouse is against those business minded instructors as well as those foolhardy students who encourage this failure of morals.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005


A 'Malgudi Days' station.... Posted by Picasa

Shine On You Crazy Diamond........

Remember when you were young,
You shone like the sun.

Shine on you crazy diamond.

Now there's a look in your eyes,
Like black holes in the sky.

Shine on you crazy diamond.

You were caught on the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom,
Blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
Come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!

You reached for the secret too soon,
You cried for the moon.

Shine on you crazy diamond.

Threatened by shadows at night,
And exposed in the light.

Shine on you crazy diamond.

Well you wore out your welcome
With random precision,
Rode on the steel breeze.

Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
Come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!


Pink Floyd

Monday, August 29, 2005

Monday, August 15, 2005

Quote...

"All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible." – T. E. Lawrence

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Strange......

http://www.hindu.com/2005/08/06/stories/2005080609730400.htm

Friday, August 12, 2005

A Nice App

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window...keep the window SMALL and see the 'magic'...

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005


The salesman is almost lost in all the colour. Posted by Hello

What We Miss Out.....

From the saffron of the sunrise to the blood stained skies of the dusk. The breath of the morning dew to the scent of the new rain. The joyful colours in the neighbor’s garden and the tint of whites of the scattered clouds. The dusty pathway to a lonesome village and the merry chirp of a hundred sparrows at the roadside broken pipeline. The rise of the full moon and the cool breeze of midnight. The heady scent of the night queen and the songs of the never asleep cricket or is it the grasshopper. The sight of a moonless, theatrical, diamond studded night sky and the wish fulfilling streak of a shooting star.

The palette of life never satisfying enough, the search for beauty, if a search, never a wasted effort. The rainbow in the heart created by the sunshine of love and over-brimming happiness is not difficult. All you got to do is fall in love…..with life.

Jayan, Naveen and me in an Arabian Nights shop... Posted by Hello

The ship of the dessert. Posted by Hello

Freedom. And the town of JaisalmerPosted by Hello

The coffee shop in the Fort of Mehrangarh. Thats me, Kunal, Jayan, Charu and Naveen with the servers in the back ground. Posted by Hello

Traditional folk artistes of Rajasthan. Posted by Hello

Nothingness to the faraway horizon. Posted by Hello

City in Peril. Posted by Hello

The blue city of Jodhpur from the Fort of MehrangarhPosted by Hello

Friday, April 22, 2005

The Land Of The Kings.

Rajasthan. The land of the Kings. My stay here for last three months were quite eventful. The vast expanses of the waste lands, and miles of sand is a visual treat. For me this clocks over 7000 kms of traveling over the last 6 months.

Living in the desert as a villager is totally different than the kind of life that we are so used to in the fertile regions of our country. The villages are small with 10 to 20 houses and large families. Water is scarce and the villagers most usually depend on the rains. They actually have a unique style of water storage and filtration. They dig sumps of about 20 ft with a dia of about 5 ft. lined with loose cement, they take about 6-7 hours to dig at the rate of Rs 300-400 per hour. The beat the earth around the sump to settle the sand. The sump then collects whatever rainfall it can. The sump reaches its peak efficiency only after a couple of rains. The water is stored in about 10 to 20 sumps per village. The water stored for over a year turns brackish and develops a layer of algae over it. The villagers, when require water, take the water and filter it in their homes and drink it. They prefer it to the salty ground water in most places.

There is practically no mobile coverage. Each village have atleast one PCO. Usually the only telephone for miles. Electricity is in cycles of 7 hours. There is power at 7 hour stretches. The timing is so that you have power for 7 hours in the day for a week then for 7 hours in the night for a week. Ofcourse I am talking about the villages. In the cities it is slightly better. All the villages are well connected by road with vehicular traffic of atleast one bus per day. Its really amusing when you are driving for hours and suddenly a village pops out from nowhere.

They tell me that Rajasthan is a lot greener from what it was about 10 years back, all thanks to the Indira Gandhi Canal. You actually see a lot of greenery next to the canal. Its actually like that of a dense jungle. There was one thing that I found strange about the vegetation along the canal. The trees along the cannal is green, then there is a band of dead trees for about 25 mtrs all along the canal. The greenery then begins again. This is true for most of the vegetation along the canal. Nobody has a logical enough explanation for this.

We did a lot of traveling to all the forts and tourist areas we could get time to explore. One place that is noteworthy of mention is the Mehramgarh Fort in Jodhpur. It is a medium sized fort looming majestically over the town of Jodhpur. The fort was totally self sufficient when it was populated. The water supply system in the fort is interesting. Water is pulled up from tanks below the fort along the high walls. It is then poured over the turrets which have channels for the water, which inturn carry the water to the rest of the fort. There are many windows in the fort and the view from each window goes far and wide. The guns are still there pointing towards the vast expanse to protect the fort from its enemies. Though most of the range of the gun has been taken over by the population of the town. The fort boasts of a small museum within, with many an interesting artifact. There is a small coffee shop within the fort too, though the rates are exhoribant. A bottle of cheap wine for 1100 bucks. I have had better for cheaper. But then again it was agreat experience.

The people of Rajasthan, especially the villagers, are the most friendly that I have met. The children were particularly exited whenever they saw us Faujis. But something that really hit us was the prevalent caste system. One of my colleagues stopped by and chatted with a kid of about 10 years. The first thing that Naveen was asked was what his jaath was. One more time me and Naveen were sitting in our makeshift mess when this old villager walks by. We invite him to share our lunch with us. When the server gave him a plate he asks him what his caste is. That got us really irritated. We gave the old man a choice, take the food silently or take a kick. So much for our charity. But the people are really friendly. They allowed us to use their wells wherever we set up our camps. The have deep respect for the armed forces, something that is rare to come by. Civilians in the cities everywhere else look at you as if you are from a different planet altogether.

Some trivia that we came across during our stay in the wild wild west.

The erstwhile kings sometimes had 20-22 queens.

The temperatures are close to 50 in the day and around 10 in the nights.

Land is costly. The rates in Jaipur are about Rs 17000 per sq yd, the cheapest being Rs 7000 per sq yd

People are very colourful in their clothing. Their traditional linen is something called ‘bandhni’, hand dyed block printed clothing.

Things you should have if you plan to visit. An SUV, lots of water, lots of money for all the curiosities you will want to buy, warm clothing definitely if you visit during the winters… the best times being Oct-Nov or Feb-March and a world space receiver --- there is no FM.

Sand Surfing.... Posted by Hello

Against the walls of Fort Mehramgarh in Jodhpur. Posted by Hello

Sheep grazing in scantiness of the dessert. Cattle and livestock happen to be their almost only means of survival of the villagers during the dry seasons. Posted by Hello

One of the many huts of the villagers in Rajasthan. And this is no movie set. Posted by Hello

The many "Twisters" we came across in the dessert. They go up to about 20 ft high but not the least dangerous. Posted by Hello

Foxy. The pup we picked up in the desert. Now its a member of our family. Posted by Hello

Express Highway through Gujrat. Posted by Hello

We spent a night under a Mango Grove In Vapi. Vapi in Gujrat is famous for many of its industries, particularly Pidilite Ltd (Fevicol) and Micro Inks (They make printing inks for magazines like National Geographic and Time, and have a presence in over 59 countries......all Indian.) Posted by Hello

Sunset in Daman and Diu.. Posted by Hello

The black sands of the beaches of Daman and Diu. We stopped by here on our drive through the Union TerritoryPosted by Hello